Eraser

ichiban kirai datta mono ni The thing I hated the most

mou sugu narisou na ki ga shiteiru I feel I will become it soon

boku wa boku wo keshigomu de keshisaritai I want to erase myself with an eraser

kakinagutte mo kakinagutte mo I hastily scribble and scribble, even so,

daremo nanimo iwanai nobody says anything

samishii to iikakete nandomo yameta I started to say "I'm lonely", but every time, I cut myself off

koe wo koroshite naita I lowered my voice to cry quietly

maketakunakatta I didn't want to lose

keshite yuzurenai omoi mo Even the thoughts I never ever wanted to surrender

itsuka uriwatashite shimau kana I feel I might eventually sell them off to someone

boku wa boku wo keshigomu de keshisaritai I want to erase myself with an eraser

yatto mitsuketa kirifuda wa mata The trump card I found after all this time

me no mae de yaburareta was torn apart right in front of my eyes

munashii to iikakete nandomo yameta I started to say "I'm empty", but every time, I cut myself off

ato dore kurai jibun jishin wo How much longer is it that I have to

tamotteirareru? uphold myself?

sanzan tsumaranai to omotteta sekai ni In this world that used to bore me to death

boku wa ima makesou da it seems I'm now defeated

tasukete to iikakete nandomo yameta I started to say "Help me", but every time, I cut myself off

koe wo koroshite naita I lowered my voice to cry quietly

samishii to iikakete nandomo yameta I started to say "I'm lonely", but every time, I cut myself off

nigedasu koto wa kantan dakedo Running away may be easy, but

maketakunainda I don't want to lose