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このまま目を閉じたら
埋もれてしまうのかな
濁る空はいつも
声を奪い消えていく
kono mama me wo tojitara
umoreteshimau no kana
nigoru sora wa itsumo
koe wo ubai kieteiku
maybe I should close my eyes
and end up buried this way
the murky sky always
steals my voice and vanishes
白い鼓動はきっと
私のことを嫌う
型を取ってはめても
思い通りに溶けないから
shiroi kodou wa kitto
watashi no koto wo kirau
kata wo totte hamete mo
omoidoori ni tokenai kara
the white pulsations surely
hate me to the core
because even if I had a mould to fit into
I cannot melt down as they would like
私を変えて
いつだって白く輝く
イデアから手を伸ばし
お互いを知らないまま
受け入れるため
watashi wo kaete
itsudatte shiroku kagayaku
idea kara te wo nobashi
otagai wo shiranai mama
ukeireru tame
I change myself
as the idea extends its hand
with its unwavering white shine,
and even if we do not know about each other
I will accept it
このまま目を閉じたら
忘れてしまうのかな
浮かび上がりこの身も
感じないで流れてゆける
kono mama me wo tojitara
wasureteshimau no kana
ukabiagari kono mi mo
kanjinaide nagarete yukeru
maybe I should close my eyes
and end up forgotten this way
I rise to the surface, and without
feeling my body, I drift away
私の側で
どれだけの子供たちが
救われて傷付いて
理想とかけ離れた道を歩くの
watashi no soba de
doredake no kodomotachi ga
sukuwarete kizutsuite
risou to kakehanareta michi wo aruku no
alongside me,
however many children are
being saved, being hurt
they walk a path very different from their ideals
心に響かない
私のイデアが
指の先まで合わなければ
追い出してしまう
kokoro ni hibikanai
watashi no idea ga
yubi no saki made awanakereba
oidashite shimau
my idea
does not echo inside my heart
if it does not fit me all the way to my fingertips,
I will cast it out in the end
薄く濁った雪だるま
私の手で穴を開け傷付けた
誰かが手を合わさずとも
追い出せるように
usuku nigotta yukidaruma
watashi no te de ana wo ake kizutsuketa
dareka ga te wo awasazu to mo
oidaseru you ni
the snowman is slightly dirty
by my own hands, I make a hole, wounding it
just like someone whose hands do not fit
might be cast out
聞こえているか
チグハグのあなたの声を
抱きかかえ 音もなく
佇んだ
私の手を私が
譲り合うように重なる
kikoeteiru ka
chiguhagu no anata no koe wo
dakikakae oto mo naku
tatazunda
watashi no te wo watashi ga
yuzuriau you ni kasanaru
do you hear it?
your incoherent voice
I embrace it. and without a sound,
I wait for a moment
and put my hands together,
as if I'm giving in